something to do..:...:..:

I've never felt so lost before.
I had a purpose when I was at NMH. I knew what I was going after and accomplishing.
But not now.
Like what Jack said to me, "What is your calling? What spiritual gifts do you wish to receive?"
and "What's your purpose of going to conferences? What do you wish to get from it?"
I really do not know why I wish to go to THE CALL, but I've always had an urge to go.
I need to know WHY I wish to go before I even make a move. And I will keep on praying to God and listen. That's what I lack. The ability to stop and listen.

time to write more songs!

Give me some breakthrough, Jesus!