1. Psalm 91:1-2

    Monday, March 30, 2009
    By johnny

    Had a great 1st day of class... actually tomorrow would be my "official" first day of class since I kinda slept in this morning and missed two classes (GAH!).

    Spent 2.5 hours hanging out with Eric Yun, a great man of God who has a heart to see walls between churches and ministries tore down and real love being established. He shared with me his walk with Jesus and I shared mine, and we started to share about our journey with music. He's a great guitar player & worship leader and I was all encouraged by his testimonies and his faith! I'm really seeing something amazing God's going to do through Eric in the coming days.

    Spent a good hour worshiping and just pray to Jesus. And somehow Psalm 91 came to me, and as I flipped to Psalm 91 and read the title of the psalm: Safety of Abiding in the Presence of God, Matt Gilman started to sing "I will abide in You, oh come abide in me. For without You, I can do nothing." And I knew then that the Lord's speaking to me through Psalm 91. I will be spending some time reflecting on this psalm during this season of prayer, battle, and excitement.

    PSALM 91:
    Safety of Abiding in the Presence of God

    He who dwells in the secret place of the Most High
    Shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.
    I will say of the Lord,
    "He is my refuge and my fortress;
    My God, in Him I will trust."

    -verse 1, 2-

    Abide - continue without fading or being lost.
    Refuge - a condition of being safe or sheltered from pursuit, danger, or trouble. It literally means re- 'back' + fugere 'flee' = back from fleeing.
    Fortress - a heavily protected and impenetrable building. From the Latin root "fortis" which means strong.

    These two verses are pretty self-explanatory; however, the activity these verses are portraying is quite a challenge: to ABIDE in His presence means to be in His presence CONTINUOUSLY WITHOUT FADING. So as we worship, pray, and spend more time reading and meditating on His words, we are abiding in His presence more, and the assured result shall be that we are protected because we are within a fortress. We are refugees searching for a refuge, and the instructions are clear, yet are we willing to walk that road to reach the fortress? Fortresses are usually built on top of a steep hill or with rivers surrounded.

    Well, after those narrow ways and steep hills, you are by the river, and on the other end is the closed gate. What do you do? There's an easy way to get into it: ask the doorkeeper to let down the gate to form a bridge for you to cross the river and enter in.

    Alright, so now you're in the fortress, sweet. I will share another two verses in my next post.

    In my previous post, Solitary Moments, I shared about resting in the presence of God. In this post and the ones to come, I will be hitting on what does it mean to ABIDE with Him in His presence. I'm still learning.

    Johnny
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  2. Solitary Moments

    Friday, March 27, 2009
    By johnny

    I very much enjoy my scarce solitary moments and I cherish every second of them. I would say I enjoy sitting in front of the computer making music more than spending 13 hours at Disneyland, even though that sounds pretty sweet too. I believe Jesus, too, cherished his solitary moments during the last 3.5 years of His life, constantly surrounded by people. Jesus, after feeding the five thousand, went to a solitary place to rest/pray.

    I've been doing some serious resting and I'm loving it; however I also gotta get those prayers to come alongside my resting. Resting is not taking time off from God. Resting should be spending more time with God and rest in His embrace, without any pressure. I really need to have a constant prayer life or else my closet would start to gather dust clouds instead of glory clouds!

    The apostles gathered around Jesus
    and reported to him all they had done and taught.
    Then, because so many people were
    coming and going
    that they did not even have a chance to eat,
    He said to them,
    "Come with me by yourselve
    to a quiet place and get some rest."

    -Mark 6:30~31-

    After all the ministry,
    Jesus told the disciples to rest at a quiet place with Him.
    Just chillax and let the spirit rejuvenate and recharge
    with Him.

    Johnny
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  3. Armor Of God

    Wednesday, March 25, 2009
    By johnny


    Therefore put on the full armor of God...

    1. Belt of Truth
    2. Breastplate of Righteousness
    3. Shoes of Gospel of Peace
    4. Shield of Faith
    5. Helmet of Salvation
    6. Sword of the Spirit

    I get excited when I read these verses.
    Gotta put all of them on before the battle.

    Johnny
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  4. Disneyland + Reflection on Worship

    I can't believe that Disney also joined the MUNNY train.
    Pretty darn expensive. One small toy costs 10 bucks!
    Don't even mention the big ones...nice design though.

    Once again I became a Disneyland tour guide for visiting guests. I really enjoy this job because I get to have lots of fun! However today was my shortest trip to Disneyland ever because we arrived at around 4pm! Well, today was really relaxing for us, we went on Pirates of the Caribbean, Mark Twain ship, and Mattahorn. And at around 7:30 they went to Find Nemo submarine ride while I stayed on Main Street saving spots for the 9:25pm firework show. I spent those 2 hours figure out more things in my phone and downloaded some apps and IM'd with some friends. I have to say that having a smart phone is definitely a blessing. Thanks Jesus.

    On our way back home I was asking Pastor Mike about the role of a worship leader. I especially asked him how, as a worship leader, to prepare for worship sets. I can't even describe what he told me but, man, I got rocked by his long yet dense response to my question. He, at one point, led worship because he wanted to let the band know how important worship is and what role they take on when they play in a band for worship. And the last words he said was,

    "Worship is warfare."

    I know that as a fact and I would not want to go into a battle with out any preparation; I would not want to be even more vulnerable than I am now! Yet I would like to tap into this realm of worship that brings down conviction, salvation, healing, restoration, and repentance. I want to know God's heart for His people even before the music starts. I need to realize more and more that the position of a worship leader and a worship band is dangerous and I need to constantly be alert since it is a "dare-to-die corps / suicide squad" charging in the front line of the battle. In Chinese, we call the squad "敢死隊". The worshipers went out to create an atmosphere that allows God's presence to manifest and a portal of His glory to be opened up, then came the priests.

    I would love to share more on the topic of worship and leading worship in the weeks to come. I am learning so much everyday and God has placed at my side those who are experienced and loving to give me suggestions and advices. This is the breakthrough that I have been wanting, and I am entering into it! There is so much more! I am very excited!!!

    Jesus, O YA KYA!

    Johnny
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open your eyes.
His love never fails. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works,
which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.
~Ephesians 2:10~

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