1. Trust

    Saturday, March 31, 2012
    By johnny

    The Lord also will be a refuge for the oppressed,
    A refuge in times of trouble.
    And those who now Your name will put their TRUST in You;
    For You, Lord, have not forsaken those who seek You.
    - Psalm 9:9~10 -

    It seems like there are two aspects of "TRUST".

    1) Trust means "to place confidence in, have faith in, and rely upon someone/something." When I sing songs about trusting in God, this is the type of trust I have in mind. I put my confidence in God, I have faith in Him, and I rely upon the Holy Spirit in whatever I do.

    2) Trust also means "to commit in one's care and to permit someone to do something without fear." It's easy to place confidence in someone or something. But to commit is another story. Commitment is another level up. It is trust on steroids.

    How do you trust in God?
    It is easy to trust in God when you see a miracle.
    But it takes commitment to trust in God even when you can't see what's ahead.

    Real trust requires commitment.
    God, let me run and not grow weary, walk and not grow faint.
    You have my permission to dwell within, so come and dwell.
    I trust in You.



    johnny
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  2. 難得的中文post

    Thursday, March 15, 2012
    By johnny
    a long while since I last posted. I thought I'd be able to write a post once a week this year, but so far I have failed to do so because I've been just way too busy (excuses, excuses...)!

    it's been quite an interesting year, and my heart is yet to settle on a matter though it seems settled.

    yes, i'm talking about "security".

    the 8 weeks in Taiwan has brought me to another level of maturity. I've gained much experience in retail, management, marketing, and operations. 我看我來打個中文好了...

    首先,我真的真的真的感謝神
    從我出生以來 我真的好幸福
    有愛我的父母,還送我出國讀書,希望我能再更加的成長
    這8年多來,我也自己摸索到了許多做人處事的道理
    也透過了信仰,找到了心靈的倚靠 & 生存的理由
    不然我看我也有可能成為漫無目的的毛頭小子吧 (ha)


    從小就在台北信義區長大的我
    除了上課跟學樂器,就是待在眼鏡行裡
    還記得有些人客會稱讚我寫的國文很漂亮
    當時心裡可是爽翻天啊!
    總而言之,每天在公司裡看見爸爸媽媽熱愛他們所做的
    我也何嘗未想過,有一天,我也要來讓人看得清楚...


    過去這幾個月的東奔西跑,讓我學到一件事
    就是阿....在飛機上可以看好多電影喔!?!?!
    冏!
    我是說... 不管我要做什麼行業,就是要向著標杆直跑
    要做就是一定要做到最好啦!阿內丟恩丟!(丟~)

    在這些日子裡...
    我做了業務,跟每位顧客的互動成為我最喜歡做的一件事。不管有沒有配到眼鏡,我還是enjoy the interaction, 然後不管在任何時候都是很正面陽光的!管他刮風下冰雹!
    我做了行銷,瞭解到這真是一門大學問啊!但是這種絞盡腦汁擠出來的策略還蠻能激發起那內心熱愛創意的偶說~


    我知道,如果時候到了,機會來了,門開了
    在不久的將來搬回去那喧鬧台北的機率將會增加不少
    除非... 1) 在國外有JOB offer 或是當然 2) 在國外有LOVE offer
    註:目前小的都沒有 歐夫兒(offer)... 但也何嘗不想呢?(乾笑三聲)

    反正現在的强尼需要一天比一天更努力!
    話說認真的男人才有魅力... (是嗎?)

    最後用Jeremy Lin最喜歡的經文來鼓勵一下自己好了

    不但如此,就是在患難中也是歡歡喜喜的;因為知道患難生忍耐,忍耐生老練,老練生盼望;盼望不至於羞恥,因為所賜給我們的聖靈將 神的愛澆灌在我們心裏。(羅馬書 5:3~5)


    Not only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance;perseverance, character; and character, hope.And hope does not disappoint us, because God has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us. (Romans 5:3~5)



    Alright... I'll touch on "security" more in my next post.

    until then, stay focused, stay happy.
    -jw
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  3. ...There Comes Another Time

    Wednesday, January 11, 2012
    By johnny
    when God reaches down and pick you up when you don't have the strength to get back up.
    when He wraps His arms around you the moment you feel rejected.
    when God pours His love all over you so you can now give away love.
    when Heaven keeps calling you out to do the good works predestined by God.
    when you know that still small voice is the only sound that you can trust.
    when you think you are running away, you are actually running towards God.
    when you know that God is telling you "Don't give up. Don't lose hope. Don't lose trust in Me."
    when God whispers"I love you", your life is never the same.
    when you simple need to get away from things and get closer to God.
    when God tells you that you are not alone.
    when you are one step closer toward your dream, the dream that God deposited in you.
    when "nothing is impossible" becomes your life motto cause God's on your side.
    when all things fade and Jesus is the only One you can hold on to.


    ...life gets better when He's with you.


    jw
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  4. There Comes A Time...

    Sunday, January 8, 2012
    By johnny
    when you've fallen so hard that you don't have the strength to get back up.
    when you think you've worked your butt off yet still feels rejected.
    when you simply cannot give out any more love.
    when the world keeps telling you to do the things you hate.
    when that still small voice gets droned out by your own feeling.
    when you think there is no other way besides running away.
    when you get so tired and weary to a point of giving up.
    when "I love you" becomes meaningless.
    when you wish you could be all by yourself.
    when you are all by yourself.
    when the dream is dissolving.
    when "that's impossible" becomes your escape.
    when all you try to hold on to are mere shadows.

    ...it gets better in the next post.


    jw

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  5. Footprints #1 - Crushing the Snake Head

    Friday, August 12, 2011
    By johnny
    This is the place of UCSD that I'll miss the most.
    This place has always been a place of retreat, prayers, and worship for me during the past four dreadful wonderful years. Somehow standing on the head of the snake gives me more faith to believe for another level of invasion of God's Kingdom upon my life, upon the campus, and upon the nations. This is where I prayed "Jesus, I plead Your blood over my sins and the sins of my nations. God, end abortion and send revival to America" for the hundredth time. This is where I learned what it means to intercede. This is where I began to have a heart for America. This is where I met some of the greatest friends and giants in the Kingdom of God. This is where I contend and stand in the gap between this nation and God's throne of Grace and ask Him to have mercy and pour out His Spirit upon all flesh here at UCSD.

    So on August 9th (Tuesday), I spent a good 10 minute before class on the snake head, and I met this elderly man who was doing some exercises by the grassy area. Long story short, I shared with him a little bit about my schooling and how I wish to pursue more education after UCSD. In the end I simply added, "God bless you," and he was a bit offended and said, "uh...nah... it's okay. I'm not religious at all." To his surprise I replied, "It's okay, I'm not religious either, but I just love Jesus." He suddenly looked confused and asked, "Wait... what do you mean that you are not religious and you love Jesus?" So I, to my best ability, explained to him what I meant in a short sentence, "Well, I am not religious because Jesus never was religious, He actually told me to LOVE Him and LOVE people instead of pointing fingers at others." He nodded and said, "Yeah... okay. I guess I see what you mean now. Good luck with your life. Bye." I'm still not sure whether I answered his question aptly, so if you have any better way to explain that, please let me know!

    I'm going to miss all these wild rabbits all over UCSD.
    I was just about to head back to my apartment after class that I heard Him telling me to spend an hour up on the snake head. So I did. I was in desperate need of His Presence, and coming back to that familiar place of prayer and worship, I was rejoicing, dancing, praising Him as if nobody's around (thank God not a lot of people walked by when I bust out all the crazy moves). My spirit was overflowing with revelations of His love and His goodness and kindness. God, in His holiness, is so kind, and in His lordship, He is so loving.

    About 40 minutes later a young lady and a young girl walked by, and the lady (whose name is Diana) asked me what I was doing. I answered, "I'm just here praying to God and worshiping Jesus." I explained the overall message about the snake path, and their eyes were opened and jaws were dropped in unbelief in the underlying (it's actually quite obvious) message of this artwork. (Click here to read a little more about the path). So I started sharing a little bit of how my standing on the head of the snake is actually the fulfillment of the entire picture, as mentioned in Genesis 3, that we (the bride of Christ) will crush its (the snake) head. Diana started to share with me that she is really open to a lot of beliefs, and I shared with her how I came to know Jesus and how Jesus is the only way to God. Diana was really free-spirited and she was so intrigued by Jesus, so I offered to pray with them. I knew that God was up to something, so after the prayer I told her that God's heart is to bring healing to her family, physical healing especially to her parents, and Diana told me that her mom is suffering from a big ulcer on her abdominal area, and she is actually a lover of Jesus who is believing for healing too. I told her that her family is going to encounter the Lord in a greater measure!

    It got even crazier...

    After sharing with her another healing testimony, she showed me her hands--on both of her ring fingers there are rashes and redness. She said it's been hurting pretty badly for the past couples days. So we prayed. And right after the prayer, her left ring finger stopped hurting! I began to tell her that God is right here, and He is healing her right now, and let's pray again to believe for complete healing. Right after I said that, she told me that the right ring finger also stopped hurting! God was really showing up and touching Diana. It was just an open door that God had for Diana and also Cali to come to know how much He loves her! We all prayed together in the end and I encouraged Diana to go home and lay hands on her mom and pray in the name of Jesus and see God break in and break through! Yay Jesus, You showed up and Your love never fails :D

    Diana (left) and Cali (right). Holy Spirit showed up and touched them greatly!
    "If you can't get excited over the headache that's gone, you can't be trusted with an empty wheelchair. A move of a God is a move of God. And if you measure it, you would put Him in a box where He has to set a certain standard before you applaud and before you move. Any indication of the Presence is the beginning of a celebration."
    - Bill Johnson @ Jesus Culture Awakening, August 5 2011.

    I think I need to tattoo this quote onto my cornea so I can memorize it into my heart.

    Johnny

    ps. A new post will be up in the next day or two. :) God's been giving me beautiful revelations about Himself, and myself too.
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open your eyes.
His love never fails. For we are His workmanship, created in Christ Jesus for good works,
which God prepared beforehand that we should walk in them.
~Ephesians 2:10~

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