Day 1

Reflection on this past week's healing school:
I went with expectation to learn more on healing. Surely I received a lot and got boosted in my faith for healing and miracles! Grow, Austen, grow!! I am expecting more of God's love through healing and deliverance! I'm going to start practicing words of knowledge every day =D... Humiliation and humility, here I come!

It's 6am. Taking a break from all-night studying and just spending a little time with the Lord, watching the daybreak. There is this gradient from dark grey to milky-white on the eastern sky. I certainly hope it does not rain anymore! It's almost March = it's almost summer.

The sun is now over the roof of the complex, piercing my eyes with its fiery glow. I wonder whether the burning flame inside His eyes is one hundred times deadlier than the sunlight. No sunglasses is made to block out His glory.

I am done with my first day of media fast. Lord I repent that I watched a little bit of the Academy Award (it was soooo good!)! Would You cause me to want more of Your presence and remind me of my weakness during these 21 days! Last night I had a dream of me logging on facebook and IM, wasting a good part of my time. I take that as a confirmation from the Lord! I definitely want more of Him in my life! I want to be where You are and be like Your are.

Johnny