Faith, Hope, Love, Peace

Just talked with dad. He's holding strong to be there for his brother, my uncle. Please keep my uncle James in your prayers. He hasn't slept since the incident. He must feel lost. Jesus would You come to his rescue as he does not know where to turn and who to talk to. Reveal Yourself to uncle James! You love him so much, my Lord.

Right when Jeff and I arrived at school, we bumped into Maritha and Grace. God bless them. They were just about to head to class, but they ended up praying for me for over 10 minutes. I started to tear up as they were praying for me. "Look up. Do not look down." That's what Maritha told me. And Grace spoke peace into my family. Lord thank You for Maritha and Grace. I believe it was You who arranged our meeting.

Casey came over and gave me a card and a comfort food--microwavable chocolate cake lol...it tasted quite good actually. Thanks Casey. God's going to use Your tender heart to comfort many souls.

Annie's right. Why could I even do if I were to head back to LA? Mourning is over. It's time to praise the Lord. So at around 3pm I went to a piano room and started to praise God. I recorded the last 20 minutes with my laptop. I poured out my heart, soul, mind, strength, everything. The more I praised, the more joy and peace I received. I gave my best to God. I know His plan is higher and wiser than my thoughts. After 45 minutes of playing, singing, praising, and praying, I went to class, with refreshed energy. I felt the peace.

Jeff's been a great friend. I ate dinner at his room and listened to my recording. I almost teared up as I listened to it. God I believe in You. I still love You. More and more I will love You.

Johnny